Hols almost over...

Alright its midnight... im a lil moody right now... Bcoz
of lots of things... some of u will know the real reason
but im not saying it out... There are other reasons...

1 of them is..... sch is starting.... my holis is not great..
In fact, this is the worst holiday of my life but it will all
just past and become history... Frens that tried to make
me happy this holiday, thanks you all yeah u guys did
make me happy... But u know after that it all goes back
to the point and stupid thoughts take over again...

Another reason.... sch start means work work and work
goshh lucky its just for a month plus... i like to be busy
BUT not with sch work yeah... but since its the finals i'll
really study... no more relationship no more distraction
lets go for it... Though i wud really give up anything for
this rs...
Cmcc lets get busy this term yeah... i will participate in
everything~~ heee

Didn't really have this feeling for quite some time... I
used to have it during my sec sch life... Everytime holis
is ending, just gets moody... But this is the first time since
i came into poly... awww

Wish eve will be happy.... yeah i know she is... But always
happy. I have gave up on hope alr... let everything goes
according to fate... wish that her next rs will really be the
correct one coz she have been looking for the right one
for so looong... hope that she wont get hurt or cry so much
like her previous rs including mine... I gave in all i had and
i cant take all out... thus i will still treat her well whenever
she wants me to... though i think she will totally forget abt
me when she go into another rs... u know thats human,
tends to forget about other things when they are like so
high and happy or something... But when ur sad, u will
always know who to find... who will the be the one that will
climb out of bed at midnight to do anything for u...

yay being moody sucks coz it makes me thinks alot and wont
have the feelings to do anything... even plying games or watch
some nice movies cant help...